A Person’s Valentine Day

admin — Fri, 05 Feb 2010 12:17:21 +0000

Today is also the valentine day, did not know that is some people are also like me has lonely seeking gratified on-line and pleasantly surprised. Knews that myself is the human who will not express the sentiment, knew that myself will not use the magnificent phrase to narrate my sentiment, perhaps because I will not have the means to explain the reason of the arteries. Yesterday evening I dream that he pay no attention to me, I has woke again from the dream, I was very bothersome.
remembered I before has said that did not haggle over anything, did not compare anything, made happy myself is the biggest happiness, but I slowly discovered , sometimes it is not enought that only simple happy , the society has been too realistic, once very arrogant said to the friend “, so long as I had my enterprise, the marriage I simply did not need”, but the present, is, I ,has pround said with my friend ” I only has own career and the marriage not needed” but now ,of course ,I has a very stable work, although the wages was not too high, but was very relaxed. but these are not I wanted, what I wanted is the enterprise, a successful enterprise which let me has ability to realized my dream, may enable my father and mother can happy come and go the old age. but the present, I do not have.
looks that others happy family life, looks others success the enterprise life, my heart has a little disconsolate, did not deny, I has a little envy and a little jealous, but I knew that some matters are do not have the means to compare, also understood that “the human compared to the human will irritated”, if I am a person, I may the random , but I have father and mother, I do not want to let them also has busy at work in the field, I want to enable them not to do any matter and not to need to worry any question, father and mother is the human who I most want to protect for a lifetime.

The enterprise has not succeeded, love has also delayed because of the initial words, wants immediately 25, 25, I am very not willing to acknowledge digit actually not did not acknowledge, I must be 25, love and the enterprise still be a blank. today was the valentine day. I has remembered him once again, I did not have such painful for a long time, thought my life, thought my sentiment, the real pain was unable the breath, elapsed the thing also did not come back again, regretted that the initial decisiveness, complained own cruelty, hated own heartlessness, what the finally injured people who was myself , grieved people was myself, nobody substitution, could also nobody substitute. Finally has clear: own happiness are not grasps in others’ mouth, but has in own hand.
where is my road ? How should I choose? Is continues maintains the viewpoint of “want the enterprise does not want the marriage” or look for people to marriaged?Wants to study the tasteless and the happiness, knew myelf smile the behind is dejected.
the day cloudy really lets the human be uncomfortable, the heaven does not cooperate, why the spring scenery is not brightisn’t and the beautiful sunlight, in my heart is also complaining. . . . The telephone has ring, is the best friend has called, lets my go to the sing song together, my tactful rejection, take down the telephone, I has smile reluctantly, life really gives me such a little? the courage which go sing did not have, was not dare facing all? I has inquiring myself. Real hope this day looked like small shen yang to say such one opens eyes, as soon as closed one’s eyes has passed by, I have silently closed my eye which started to give off heat, no matter what the tears class got down. . . . thought that closes the eye, may not look this world, covers own ear was not to hear this world making noise, seals up own heart, may no longer have the other things, may put myself camouflaged a bright, lively, strong, and gentle female. I has mistake, like befored . . . The day is that cloudy, the heart is so painful, wants to run away cannot escape.
If the heaven give me an opportunity, I will grasp well, I will closely hold that does not put out, I hoped that you knew my heart was so such pain. . . . . . The past has passed by, what is impossible is impossible, the past sentiment must throughout delete , but kept the memory’s pain, was truly eternal.
This day wishes a sweetheart to become the family member finally, hoped that these lonely ,as well as the void heart, pain to be able happiness.

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